you get the wind knocked out of you,
you stand right back up.
The sun always shines brighter
Way out across the lake –
The lake frozen over
By the endless winter in your mind
Climb the mountain
Cross the finish line
Make it across that lake
Trembling slightly,
You take the first step
Fists clenched,
Breath held
A layer of ice –
This is your obstacle
More steps, quicker now
Until you’re halfway across
And your breathing slows
This is where
the thin
ice
cracks –
You drop down
into icy
waters
A sharp inhale,
and your throat is sealed;
a rubber bung in a test tube
The ice above you seals as well
Limbs thrash about violently
for a while, then you stop,
push upwards, straight through the ice
And you’re back where you started,
in your bed, under the covers
curtains shut,
sun seeping through
12pm and your feet find the ground
4 hours earlier than the day before
12pm and there’s no one around
2 times easier than the day before